I’m sorry.

louisiel:

 I wish we would just give up cause the best part is falling.. Calling anything but love.. and I will make sure to keep my distance..say I love you when you’re not listening..

heathyr:

asabutterfields:

• WE WERE FAMILY ONCE. I’D HAVE DIED FOR YOU. I ALMOST DID. SO IF THAT MEANS ANYTHING TO YOU… PLEASE. I’VE LOST LISA, I’VE LOST BEN, NOW I’VE LOST SAM. DON’T MAKE ME LOSE YOU TOO.
• we’re not family, dean. i have no family.

mishha-collins:

I cried so hard in the last 2 gifs 

crownlands:

I just know that this whole thing couldn’t be messier. You know, I used to be able to just shake this stuff off. Whatever it was. Might take me some time, but I always could.

#YOU CAN’T SHAKE IT OFF BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM #NOT LIKE YOU LOVE YOUR BROTHER BECAUSE WITH CAS IT WAS ALWAYS DIFFERENT EVEN IF YOU COULD NEVER EXPLAIN WHY #IT HURT WHEN HE LEFT YOU FOR HEAVEN AND IT HURT WHEN HE DIDN’T COME TO YOU FOR HELP UNTIL HE’D GONE TOO FAR #AND IT HURT THE MOST WHEN HE WALKED INTO THAT LAKE BECAUSE IT WASN’T HIM ANYMORE AND YOU DON’T KNOW IF YOU’LL EVER FIND HIM AGAIN #BUT YOU’RE HUMAN DEAN #YOU DON’T HAVE TO PRETEND IT DOESN’T HURT #LISTEN TO CAS—THE GHOST WEARING YOUR FRIEND’S FACE #LISTEN TO HIM WHEN HE TELLS YOU IT’S OKAY TO FEEL #BECAUSE IT IS #AFTER THIRTY LONG YEARS OF TRYING NOT TO FEEL IT’S OKAY TO LET IT OUT AND ADMIT THAT YOU MISS HIM EVEN THOUGH HE HURT YOU #AND EVEN THOUGH IT MIGHT HURT MORE WHEN YOU TELL IT TO HIS FACE AND HE DOESN’T REMEMBER ANYTHING AT ALL