Teen Wolf AU: After Derek becomes the Alpha, there’s a complication. He dies unless he kills someone, but he makes the decision not to. Stiles stays with him while he slowly fades into death, even if the primal wolf senses lash out for Stiles’ life.
Pull my finger
See? This bit here makes me want to cry. The first thing he does when he sees Sam and Dean is do his little “Pull My Finger” joke. He wanted to try and fix everything and distract them with his little bit of humor. And he laughed at his own joke, all proud and pleased with himself. But here, you can see him getting more and more scared. His joke isn’t working, the angels aren’t laughing. And you can see him becoming more and more terrified. He’s backed into a corner, he can’t look them in the eye, he’s swallowing hard, and that last gif his face goes from confused and worried to begging and terrified. All Castiel’s ever tried to do is fix things for others. He tried to fix Dean, he tried to fix Sam, he tried to fix the world, and even now, when he thinks absolutely nothing of himself, he’s trying to fix things. That’s all he’s ever done, this poor selfless angel. And I want to cry.
VISUAL PARALLELS | 4x16 On the Head of a Pin vs. 7x21 Reading Is Fundamental
#just look at the difference in his expression #in the first he is hurt but resolute #a warrior embracing death #but in the second he’s just broken#calmly accepting his fate as if it’s something he deserves
What’s the matter Castiel, you don’t think you deserve to be saved?
Bobby’s face in that last gif makes me want to crawl up in a ball and sob for days.
Dean Winchester, ladies and gentlemen. He knows exactly the thing to say that will cut you to your core, and he’ll say it to your face if he’s feeling low enough. He said this shit to Bobby. He said “Don’t ever come back” to Sam. Yes, he is kind of a little shit.
That’s what happened with Cas. Dean was beyond hurt when he found out that Cas had lied to him, and he had to get it out of his system. He had to say all the awful things to make Cas understand just how deep that betrayal went. And I think Cas already knew, but Dean had to say it anyway because he’s a jerk.
But here’s the thing. He doesn’t mean it. He says the shittiest thing he can think of in the moment because he wants everyone to feel just as bad as he does for just a second, but in the end these people are family and he will always, always come around and make up for it.
Of course Bobby is his father.
Of course he doesn’t want Sam to stay gone.
The difference is that Cas died before Dean got the chance to calm down and take it all back.
HOW DO YOU WORDS