artofobsession:

jebiwonkenobi:

 #stiles gets his big brown eyes from his mom #sometimes papa stilinski looks at him and all he sees is her #especially when he’s making a joke or standing up for his friends #he didn’t just get her eyes he also got her earnest spirit #for a while after she died papa stilinski couldn’t even look stiles in the eye because all he saw was her#and it hurt too much #until one day he’d had a bit too much to drink and he broke down in front of stiles #and stiles helped him up to bed and helped him take off his shoes and then pulled him into a hug and said #i miss her too #and when he looked at stiles that time he still saw his wife #but he also saw his son supporting him through his grief when it should have been the other way around #after that he made sure things were different#that stiles knew he could always lean on him #and things slowly got better #now when he looks at stiles he sees her kindness #her caring nature #her generosity #her strength#all the good things about her live on in him

 #wow i can’t even add to this articulately i’m too busy trying not to cry

derekstilinski:

Teen Wolf AU: After Derek becomes the Alpha, there’s a complication. He dies unless he kills someone, but he makes the decision not to. Stiles stays with him while he slowly fades into death, even if the primal wolf senses lash out for Stiles’ life.

mishachu:

its-funnierinenochian:

Pull my finger

See? This bit here makes me want to cry. The first thing he does when he sees Sam and Dean is do his little “Pull My Finger” joke. He wanted to try and fix everything and distract them with his little bit of humor. And he laughed at his own joke, all proud and pleased with himself. But here, you can see him getting more and more scared. His joke isn’t working, the angels aren’t laughing. And you can see him becoming more and more terrified. He’s backed into a corner, he can’t look them in the eye, he’s swallowing hard, and that last gif his face goes from confused and worried to begging and terrified. All Castiel’s ever tried to do is fix things for others. He tried to fix Dean, he tried to fix Sam, he tried to fix the world, and even now, when he thinks absolutely nothing of himself, he’s trying to fix things. That’s all he’s ever done, this poor selfless angel. And I want to cry.

miniwinchester:

VISUAL PARALLELS | 4x16 On the Head of a Pin vs. 7x21 Reading Is Fundamental

#just look at the difference in his expression #in the first he is hurt but resolute #a warrior embracing death #but in the second he’s just broken#calmly accepting his fate as if it’s something he deserves 

ultimatecastiel:

#Castiel almost died to save Dean #AGAIN. #He is completely broken, he is not himself anymore and yet his instincts are still screaming at him to protect Dean no matter what #How is it possible to think our ship is sinking? #Castiel is not himself anymore. #He is not in love with Meg. #He had been awake with her for less than a fucking day. #He is just being childish. #The rest of the time he had been in a delusional comma. #All this time he had been comatose, it was one freaking day…#and he is lost he isn’t OUR Cas, and dean is pissed off because he has lost him for good, #because this is worse than death, seeing someone you care about losing himself completely…#and even though everything has changed Cas is still ready and willing to die for Dean…#he is lost he is broken he is messed up but every instinct he has is screaming at him to help Dean because even though everyfucking everything has changed somethings dont! 

heyhipsterwhoreunicornassbutt:

maycastielbewithyou:

caslikesass:

What’s the matter Castiel, you don’t think you deserve to be saved?

 #SOMEBODY RESCUE THIS MOTHERFUCKER PLEASE #oh god #he blames himself and that is just the most heartbreaking thing #he doesn’t understand people or jokes or anything normal #but he understands love and loyalty and doing what’s right #screw being an angel #those are the most human things of all

wibblywobbley-slashyfangirley:

wallmakerrelict:

itwasnightnowitsday:

Bobby’s face in that last gif makes me want to crawl up in a ball and sob for days.

Dean Winchester, ladies and gentlemen. He knows exactly the thing to say that will cut you to your core, and he’ll say it to your face if he’s feeling low enough. He said this shit to Bobby. He said “Don’t ever come back” to Sam. Yes, he is kind of a little shit.

That’s what happened with Cas. Dean was beyond hurt when he found out that Cas had lied to him, and he had to get it out of his system. He had to say all the awful things to make Cas understand just how deep that betrayal went. And I think Cas already knew, but Dean had to say it anyway because he’s a jerk.

But here’s the thing. He doesn’t mean it. He says the shittiest thing he can think of in the moment because he wants everyone to feel just as bad as he does for just a second, but in the end these people are family and he will always, always come around and make up for it.

Of course Bobby is his father.

Of course he doesn’t want Sam to stay gone.

The difference is that Cas died before Dean got the chance to calm down and take it all back.

HOW DO YOU WORDS