^ “Don’t ever change.”
#so this is what i was talking about - dean’s being hard with him sure #but that is HEARTBREAK and FRUSTRATION and all the emotional constipation of this man right on his face#bundled up into one ”why won’t you just fight with us again” #”why won’t you just be with ME again” #in 7.17 they were on the road to fixing it and to dean that’s just… gone now #and he feels alone again - like when cas was never even there - and it upsets him and bewilders him #and he takes it out on the stranger in his friend’s trenchcoat
Yeah, to me this wasn’t so much about Dean needing Castiel’s help/using Cas, but simply wanting Castiel by his side.
Dean’s upset here because he told Castiel not to change, but he did.
Button up that coat and be who you’re supposed to be.
THIS. EXACTLY THIS. THANK YOU. So fucking sick of everyone complaining about Dean’s behaviour. The people who can’t even see the real reasons behind his actions, can’t even understand the look in his eyes. The people who still don’t really know the character even after 7 years. This is DEAN you’re talking about. He never express his feelings. Never talks about them. Never shows how much he’s hurt. Never tells anyone “I love you”. He just shows it. In weird ways, yes, but he shows it. He gets angry. He just shows his anger and nothing else. No other feelings cause he gotta keep them inside. That’s how he keeps going, that’s who he is. So i guess you have to stop looking at his actions or the things he says. You just have to look in his eyes. And believe me, everything he’s trying to keep inside, it’s all in his eyes.