you’ll get the hang of it, cas
they’re standing really close together even tho theyre mad at each other i dead
Is Castiel always that small compared to Dean? Or it’s just the shoes and the suit are gone?
Yeah sorry I can’t focus on anything but how small he looks next to Dean. Oh you don’t know how much I like that.
He’s not even a shadow of who he once was- he’s Dean’s shadow now.
Gabe its bad enough you turned Cas into a puppy but which god damn one is he?!
#BARE HANDS!!! #HE IS PRACTICALLY HUMAN #HE HAS NO POWER SOURCE TO DRAW FROM RN #NO SUPER STRENGTH BECAUSE WE SAW THE MONSTER PUSH HIM LIKE NOTHING #BUT HE TORTURED A DEMON WITH HIS BARE HANDS#TORTURED!! #THAT THING HE’S SAD ABOUT DEAN DOING #THAT THING HE WOULDN’T EVER ASK DEAN TO DO AGAIN IF HE COULD HELP IT #NO. OF COURSE NOT. WHY? #CAS CAN DO IT INSTEAD #AND WITH MINIMAL PHASING TOO#DEAN IS BROKEN ABOUT TORTURING /ANYTHING/ #DEMONS (See: endverse) #(see: 7x21) #Cas is just like nbd let me just use my hands #This is from the episode that gave you ‘baby in a trenchcoat’ #and yet it had implications of overcontrolling cas (See:we shouldn’t have /let/them go) #and probably him breaking every code in the geneva convention and then some #baby in a trenchcoat my ass #grotesque methods of extracting information on his hands and clothes vs. dean’s defesnive dialogue #cas is a sneaky bastard #spn
The poor guy needed Dean. He wanted help, but just couldn’t ask it of Dean.
And I know he was slightly sarcastic here but it is kind of true. Cas does always put Dean and the Winchester’s needs before his own.
Oh, my baby. I just wish they’d say thank you once.
Or just buy him a burger, or something.
When I look at this I imagine Cas being invisible, remembering that he could and he just watched the brothers. He sat on the stairs and watched them laughing and drinking beer together, Cas would build up the courage to maybe make himself visible, walk over with a smile and join them but then he remembers everything else. The mess he made, the trouble he caused, the looks from Dean that completely numbed him inside.
So instead he’d continue to watch, wishing to himself that maybe one day he can be forgiven, that he can forgive himself for what he’s done and that in the end he could be with the boys, a beer in his hand and laughing along with them instead of feeling like he can’t do anything anymore, that he wasn’t a useless angel with a five year olds mind and the mess of the world crushing him.